Monday 24 November 2008

take the time to learn to hate

this is not the first time this is happening.
and it has to come back to the same question: WHY?

1) Why do you need to worry about something that is already out of your life for good?
2) Why do you keep thinking out of the box, but not LOOK what's outside the box?
3) Why can't you tell whose feelings you should care about more or should not care about at all?

the reason you might feel that way is because of what you did..your past..your regrets..
but there's a priority to which you should at least feel bad about or so to say..to worry.
the perfect word for you to ponder is responsibility.

if someone/something hates you for no reason, don't even give a damn about it because it is just a waste of time.
if someone/something hates you for a reason, think why.


you messed with her feelings but you broke my heart...
and i did not hate you for that..
but you worry more of her hatred rather than the deep sore in my heart...



Tuesday 4 November 2008

Beyonce - If I were a boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)


It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…


a good piece of lyric

Sunday 2 November 2008

undeserved moments

remember you said TRUST was important?
remember you said i've lost your trust?
i do.
i have always put mine in you..
but the doubts tells me what i should know
after all i've done...you should at least start fresh..
which i thought you did..
im sorry for saying all these..
but the cut was too deep.
i will always think what i thought

tell me..
how could you not think of me when you texted her?
how could you not think of me when you called her?
when you got ready to go out?
when you were on your way to hers?
how could you NOT EVEN thought of me when you did what you're not supposed to?!

please tell me what did i do to deserve that pain?
tell me..

you made me really sad..
you really did

:"(

another beautiful lie

my feelings...my dreams..my instincts..were never wrong...