you, you and YOU

why is it when i do something wrong, it is such a BIG deal
but it is NOT when you did?

if i were to spoil it, it would have been a waste of my TIME and especially MONEY
but WHY would i?
because i WANT to be with you
and because i LOVE you so damn F-ing much

can't you SEE how MUCH i've done..
how much i've sacrificed..
how much i've changed for you?
i don't think so.

i just HOPE you would pay a little bit MORE attention under the surface
and not just what's happening above

!