Careless Whisper

I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen and now its sad goodbye.

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd.
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say.
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me
Please stay...

-WHAM-

only thing that there wasn't any disloyalty..but only dishonesty 

a plead to god

Dear God,

what did i do to have deserve my stupidity?
why did i have to crush his heart?
what did he do to deserve this pain?

give him the strength to stand up again
give him the courage to fight against the pain
give him the life he plans to build
give him the love that he deserves

show him my regrets and flaws
show him my weaknesses and falls
show him how sincere i am
so sorry to have kept and lied

i can't go on..
i can't hold on..
i can't survive...
i can't live...without you

i need you. i love you..too much. please.

yours sincerely.