Sweet, sweet child of mine

it was ten years ago..
i still remembered clearly when our eyes met.
you were silent..
you were in fear..
i held you close..
you felt secured...
i knew you were the one to start a new chapter in my life.

watching you grow was like the plot in my chapters.
watching you grow was never like any other
you were different..
you were special..
you were the closest to my heart - family.

like a mother's worry,
when you were missing..
when you were gone...
when you were hurt...
when you were sick..
but i know you were strong.

ten years later..
when you were missing..
when you were gone..
when you were hurt..
and when you were sick..
you were no longer strong.

and now,
our eyes did not meet.
you were silent..
you were in fear..
i couldn't held you close..
i couldn't say goodbye..
and so this is the ending of the chapter in my life.

it will be hard to let go..
for ten years is a very long time..

Fester...