a plead to god

Dear God,

what did i do to have deserve my stupidity?
why did i have to crush his heart?
what did he do to deserve this pain?

give him the strength to stand up again
give him the courage to fight against the pain
give him the life he plans to build
give him the love that he deserves

show him my regrets and flaws
show him my weaknesses and falls
show him how sincere i am
so sorry to have kept and lied

i can't go on..
i can't hold on..
i can't survive...
i can't live...without you

i need you. i love you..too much. please.

yours sincerely.